After class, myself, Isah, Sarah and Princess went to Glorietta and there we had our lunch. Next is Isah and I watched MEGAMIND. Hehe, Megamind is AWESOME. Such a rockstar and badass -- at first. Because to spill it all up, he basically became the good guy at the end of the movie.
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My evening wasn't so right at all. It's like a whirlwind. I'm being outrageous with my emotions. We used to be so happy and now we're talking about our parting. I DON'T GET IT! For sure we did not meet for nothing, but what the hell is happening now? What could have possibly gone wrong? I had high hopes for this one and so as everybody else. I thought this is going to be the start of something new, something different, something better. But it all turns out to be the other way around. If whats happening is just a dream, I badly want to be waken up. Nevertheless, I know this is true. Neither this is an illusion nor a dream.
I am aware that nothing happens for no reason. And that is what I am looking for, the reason why these are happening. I also know that it is my choice that led me here. I chose to be here and now I am paying the price. Yet I know, someday I'll get this all paid off.
I am hurt. I am sad. I am vulnerable. My emotion is again taking over my rationality.
"The heart has its own reason which reason knows not of." - Blaise Pascal
11.18.10
AHNDiE
Aww. Ands. Hug!
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