60-40

60-40. Yes. 60% sad, 40% happy. My last two posts will tell everything behind that 60-40 stuff.

I am actually happy for this night because we went out for our dinner at Claw Daddy's (yes, free advertisement). I really had a quality time with my family tonight. Good place, good people, good food... what else could go wrong? Nothing actually... until I received a message from him. Damn, he again ruined my beautiful night.

He is 100 percent decided to leave. Okay fine, then. I won't be stopping him.

I want another night like this. I am out with my family having a good dinner. But next time, there would be no text message to ruin my time with my family.

I have to sleep now. I just want to stop thinking, bothering my mind regarding that c*ap.

Good dawn.

11.20.10

AHNDiE